Mourning Star (Gemini Syndrome)

Sick of myself my world my life Get out of my way this truth can’t lie I stop myself every second I try Every minute of time is an hour I die Sick of myself my world my life Get out of my way this truth can’t lie I stop myself every second I try Every minute of time is an hour I die Every day's another complication A journey through another maze I found my way through recapitulation Everything is still a haze But heaven still holds me I live my life inside imagination Keep the secrets I have made It’s the silence that enslaves me It’s the only thing that saves me If you knew what it meant to me To make it through tonight You would be a mourning star And guide me through this life Every day’s another conversation Soaking up instead with lies The whole thing’s open open to interpretation It should come as no surprise The enemy is everywhere The enemy is everywhere Death would be an ample compensation Even if it’s my demise But heaven doesn’t want me Head to toe in blood and perspiration I would wipe the tears and lies But heaven disowned me Now heaven won’t know me If you knew what it meant to me To make it through tonight You would be a mourning star and guide me through this life Nobody gets out alive And I know theres no way to buy my way (Sick of Myself my world my life Get out of my way this truth can’t lie) In I can’t say that I didn’t try I guess that I just have to try again If you knew what it meant to me To make it through tonight You would be a mourning star and guide me through this life You would be a mourning star and guide me through this life Sick of myself my world my life Get out of my way this truth can’t lie I stop myself every second I try Every minute of time is an hour I die Sick of myself my world my life Get out of my way this truth can’t lie I stop myself every second I try Every minute of time is an hour I die The enemy is everywhere