Lost Illusions (Dyslesia)

I see the past And what I was I am closing in on her mellow light She never stays the same Was it last night or in my last life You asked me if I was dreaming again She never sounds the same She never sounds the same The moon is crossing the sky with fight My seventh life is blazing away Would she cry for me ? This is not the time for understanding This is not the time for asking who is to blame Lost illusions I said goodbye to the light, I was so hungry for life Lost illusions I said goodbye to the light, I was so hungry for life I said goodbye to the light, I was so hungry for life I see the past again I close in your mellow light She never stays the same She never stays the same Her music box is broken now The show must go on She never sounds the same She never sounds the same She promised me heaven But she is giving hell She can catch my dreams But she can't kill dreamer Would she cry for me ?