My Wishing Well Disease (Northstar)

Last night I felt my life burn my eyes Falling asleep on fire I remembered you And I'm trying I'm trying I'll wait here and wish for A gorgeous disaster to happen Because nothing fucking matters anymore And I can't wish anymore For angels with perfect skin With halos that I always bend Please don't watch me fall And it's only a matter of time And it's only life My dreams are bleeding into lies With no surprises Bloodshot eyes Matching all your sizes And I can't wish anymore For angels with perfect skin With halos that I always bend Please don't watch me fall Why she looks amazing... I wish I was amazing... But it's fading... Fading...