Rigged And Ready (Northstar)

It's winter and I'm late I lost this game Of white Russian roulette but I'm fine I'm quite ok, And she knows I'm royal loyal to lovers I'll die here with you when my veins lose their hue Cause I never fixed my broken jaw That's why my words don't ever come out at all, So when you come out fix another for me One hand's itching the other's missing I wish I was missing... Birthmarked my arms in vain out my mouth and down the drain Shooting bullets through my blood, the bullets barely missed my brain And fly for five days around my bedroom in a haze And then I'll crash straight in the ground I wish I was never ever here... And I don't know what's buried here (I think) I'm buried here and barely here... Raccoon eyed and skin whiter than heavens best fighter I'm thinking she needs me, well do you girl? I guess we'll see And I know she's perfect, a hostage in purple We'll tie up our arms with my cancer and your charm Cause I'll never kiss a broken jaw Fist fight the light that bounces off my walls So when you come out fix another for me One leg's limping, the other's missing I wish I was missing... Dodging broken down satellites Mending my beaten up jaw line Last night I stayed on call all night And I watched her die three times tonight