Finger On The Trigger (Bleu Edmondson)

Oh Lord, Please forgive me for what I'm about to do Been runnin' on empty, my options are few You know that I did the best that I can But I've done hit rock bottom, and my time is at end. Cause I lost my job, my bills are getting bigger Crying baby, I'm bout to lose my mind Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny Woman ran off with a friend of mine Can't keep a job, too fucked up DHS is bout to take my kids Trying to get well, keep getting sicker Sitting in the parking lot, finger on the trigger. You know I never meant to hurt anyone And I'll face the consequences for everything I done And Lord sometimes I wonder if you're even there Cause my burden is backbreaking, it's more than I can bear. Cause I lost my job, my bills are getting bigger Crying baby, I'm bout to lose my mind Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny Woman ran off with a friend of mine Can't keep a job... too fucked up DHS is bout to take my kids Trying to get well, keep getting sicker Sitting in the parking lot, finger on the trigger. Sitting in the parking lot, my finger on the trigger Cause I lost my job, my bills are getting bigger Crying baby, I'm bout to lose my mind Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny Woman ran off with a friend of mine Can't keep a job, cause I'm too fucked up DHS is bout to take my kids Trying to get well, keep getting sicker Sitting in the parking lot, finger on the trigger.