Alone In My Bed (JbDubs)

I have to trust that you love me I have to tell myself over and over again I can't stop checking my phone When will he text me back When will he call me back Or will he fall asleep in someone else's arms Dealing kisses to undeserving lips And at the same time I would whisper I love you forever, forever But I'm alone in my bed Yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah Yeah Yeah Don't let me down It's like I don't remember How to blink The thoughts that barrel through My mind block out my instinct As I grow dumber with my fear If only you were here I wish that you were here But I'm alone in my bed Yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah Yeah Yeah Don't let me down I must keep myself Busy and distracted Or I will dig myself A grave of thoughts And there's no peaceful rest With this hurt in my chest Gotta trust that you would die Before you'd leave me With every last chance of ever breathing You would tell me how much you love me You love me But I'm alone in my bed Yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah Yeah Yeah Don't let me down Alone in my bed Alone in my bed Alone in my bed It's all in my head