Cut Deep Eternally (Ultimatium)

At the gates to the beyond Looking down the red horizon I see the northern star It wakes up memories in my heart I still remember when you and I Walked this shore, your hand in mine I only hope that you're alive...alive 'cause now I'm here, without you by my side You will always linger, in my mind Your memory will live Your picture will not leave my heart It's cut so deep it will be eternal Someday I'll touch you again Far beyond this life If I could fly above my pain I'd give my wings to hold you for a while If I could fly far beyond high above my pain I might meet my white winged angel my savior someday Why did you have to leave so soon? (In the morning dew) I'm left here walking this beach without a clue