Accusing Eyes (One Without)

There's no one else to blame for this I've suffered before I should have seen the signs That screamed in red But I guess I've lost all sense With fear I look into your accusing eyes How could this go so wrong I used those who believed in me I became a martyr I'm not the one you thought I'd be No savior in me I took your soul and threw it all away I guess I've lost all sense I never wanted you to see What lies in me