Salt (The Bigger Lights)

Got my heart ripped out, but I didn’t leave the scene Kept my eyes shut tight, I didn’t want to see the pain and make it real Went to hell and back on a chemical escape Felt the room pulse white to the blinking of my life Tick tock, tick tock, don’t let me slip again Give me drugs to help me stand everything that hurts me Cause I don’t know who I am when I do it my way I don’t need your therapy Just give me the drugs or leave me on the floor to bleed Took a beautiful things and made it a disease Hit the gas too hard until I couldn’t breathe and felt my heart shut down I made home in an empty room I screamed out ‘til my lungs were black and blue Tick tock, one shot to save my life again Give me drugs to help me stand everything that hurts me Cause I don’t know who I am when I do it my way I don’t need your therapy Just give me the drugs or leave me on the floor to bleed Medicate, elevate, give me chemistry Cause I’m a lush, I’m afraid I’m a tragedy Meditate, educate, give me clarity Cause I don’t who I am, who I want to be So give me salt, give sleep, give me something to put a little faith in me Medicate, medicate, medicate me Give me drugs to help me stand everything that hurts me Cause I don’t know who I am when I do it my way I don’t need your therapy Just give me the drugs Give me the drugs to help me stand everything that I feel Cause I don’t know who I am when I do it my way I don’t need your sympathy Just give me the drugs or leave me on the floor to bleed