Gasoline Bath (Burden Of Life)

Sometimes when I stand in flames I jump into a lake of gasoline To make the fire even reach the sky And as it burns my skin my flesh and my bones I accept that there's no water near To kill the flame and save my life There's no way out ... I have to live with it And start to get over it I'm laughing into the fire It seems ridiculous The heat gets a bit more comfortable And my fingers are falling to ashes I don't have a problem with my situation now How could I've ever had? - I wonder There's no way out ... I have to live with it And start to get over it I'm laughing into the fire It seems ridiculous now All this pain made me reach bottom All these flames brought me on my knees I lost my last piece of self-respect And everything just because of you I have to get back to my old self again