Delerium Tremens (Abacinate)

Trembling madness Of benzodiazepines, class psychoactive drugs Sedative, hypnotic and amnesic – relax Colloquially, the DTs The rapid reduction in my intake Flow of barbiturates that once kept me tranquilized Habitual, excessive, drinking them dry Visions of insects that live in my veins “The shakes”, “The Horrors”, “Rum Fits”, “Shaking Delirium” Cause of downregulation Acting negative feedback High pulse and rate of breathing Tremors making me hate this Altered sensorium Users and the all used up Acute ethanol withdrawal Progresses as formication Shaking, beginning to scratch more Most extreme paranoia Maximus haloucinosis Mortality fading in contrast Cause of downregulation Active negative feedback Schizophrenia, uncontrollable tremors Heart attack, cardiac arrhythmia Break your back to stand up straight The weight of your woes erased Extremities have now been reached By bouts of anxiety Automaticity an impulse on its own Adrenergic Storm! More! Adrenergic Storm! Can’t take back this worthless existence… Which shall be seen… Like pulling teeth for answers… Which shall be seen… Like a pissed off child you begged me… Nothing achieved… Left for dead in my Delerium Tremens… Left for dead… It’s just a waste of time When I think everything turns yellow Content to waste my time I drag my feet and I lurk in shadows Symptomatic and supportive Typically kept sedated Shades closed and doors are locked Reduce the risk of relapse So now I’ll black out Until I come down Psycho, discourse Numb senses Cocaine, amphetamines High fevers Ritalin, Adderall The Lunesta creeps Yield to temptations to scratch invariably Bleeding Skin and Scars of Leprosy Just making it worse again, convulsions and nervousness Seizures of hopelessness, I’ve summoned them back again No Control Crooked spine and broken back bone Bitch then sleep… Just fucking die now You’re thirty years old Slit your wrists, Waste of life That’s been wasting my time