The Vanishing Will To Sustain My Existence (Abacinate)

Die – Scum – Fucks… Kill me quickly – Just fucking kill me No desire to continue life Anxiously awaiting death and looking forward to the blackness This precious gift of life isn’t precious Why can’t you see what is going on here in the world around you? This precious gift of life sucks dick – ends quick Every single day hat goes by – can’t take it Want to give up – hang myself – stop running from your fate Just do it! Waiting for the moment of truth – the answer Solution to – all of my misery and torture Just Do It! This will be my final reply – before I finally decide To just die – watch while I take my life Just Do It! No more reason to ever try – Game over Nobody lives What’s the point? A stupid routine that I only know as Me. Make a choice Your decision infects me and all I foresee is me DEAD… And it will be your fault I wish death on you all Your thoughts aint my thoughts When it’s done it’s done Darkness, no light Smell of death, filling the air, filling the night No one in sight No one to try and prevent me from doing it right How could it be? This is my vanishing will to sustain my existence Set me free Let me bleed. I guess this is it Slit both my wrists And you might see me dangling And you might see me rotting Feel free to piss on my corpse Make sure you feel no remorse Basically, honestly, technically, eventually Possibly, actually, unfortunately, this is me. (2x) This is my fate, my place Every minute meant nothing, and you Should be glad I don’t exist