Growth (Ward Bill)

Near a lake Compelled, I made a start The kind that comes when feeling torn apart I daren't believe it Drained through holes, just like you and me Past the words of insincerity I daren't believe it No, no, no, no, no, no, no I just didn't want to believe it But the truths let me in Yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh Lift me up Lift me up Take me down to where the calm is Where my lies deny the light is Lift me up Lift me up Past the years and years of feeding My distortions and my bleeding 'Cause I daren't believe it No, no, no, no, no, no, no I just didn't want to believe it But the truths let me in Truths let me in Yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh I said I daren't believe it No, no, no, no, no, no, no I just didn't want to believe it But the truths let me in Let me in yeh Yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh Growing up, I feared the boy And who he was, I just ignored him Weightless eyes, it's come to this I have to trust what's healthy for him Oh dear, is that my tear Growing up, I watched the boy He turned to freedoms that could numb forever Then a kiss, a final kiss Gave closure to what was In not one minute Oh my, home from the big lie An imminent clear passage Sends a chill into my back And what's more threatening now Is that there's no way to turn back I, friend of mine, friend of mine Don't know what to say, time out, time out Don't know where we can go from here, Love I'm friend of mine, friend of mine Finally meeting you, time out, time out Don't know where we go from here, love OK OK When I was a child, I heard you calling When I was a child, I took the heat I heard you calling But I couldn't stand up On my two feet And I kept watching you I was watching you And I'd follow all the things You'd have to do Yes all the time I kept hearing you I was hearing you And I really liked an awful lot of you Most of the time And now I've learned That when I'm ready to trust I'll let you know I said when I feel like I am ready to trust I'll let you know