Suffocation Of The Soul (Reuben)

I thought that I Was full of such Hope and light And such love But all my words I wrote them for you And all my songs I sang them for you Photos of me They all show A staring man I don't know You know that I've been Through all this nonsense with you And all my words I broke them for you And all my plans I snapped them in two I could create Like it was stealing I love to sing How I was feeling I had a soul That burned for beauty But who gives a shit? I must admit Oh yes I've lost it a little bit... I can't breathe This atmosphere Wait 'til I get out of here 'Cos I have wasted year after year And smile I may But it's insincere my dear My dear