I Loved (The Elijah)

Did i ever care enough to stop myself Did my begging heart get the better of me My hate can't exist if i'm alone in this body My hate can't exist alone Every breath of this plagued air that you're breathing in You're breathing death As sorry as I already AM I can't stop this from happening Nothing ever lasts in my head full of lies And in my selfish begging heart The same heart that want's you in my blood It want's you to feel. It wants to hold you I'm not lonely for once but I know it wont stay And I'm sleeping at nights but my love fades away The days become longer My hands are so frail There's a numbness surrounding and I've nothing to say I felt love for a while But it died in the promises I felt love for a while but it died Had i loved you before it ever had a chance just to be love.