Did You Disappoint Your God (Dinova Neva)

What's it like, when you die? Do you live on in memories? If you can, I want to try I didn't get nothing done in this life I need to try I need to try I was right from the start You get a knife in your heart You want a wife and a car You want the right to go to war The jealous guy gives you the nod Did you, disappoint your god Sorry I couldn't be there when you needed me I barely can hold the pen Through the flames that I'm seated in I wait, but wait don't kill the pain I was dying for a piece of it was crying for release Then it was gone But I can't die But I was crying for release But I was dying for a piece And now it's gone It's so easy, it's so easy to give in