Apostasy (Abstract Spirit)

I see your portrait in the ornament of lies With the senseless marble eyes I am almost buried under your mortal sin In that void deep within I suffocate among your gospels And abstract revelations Avoiding your distant cold Forlorn in distress, how can I hold you in my heart? Belief so lucid and fragile Leads from enslavement to exile Your angels could fly If I could be blind Existence for a moment of delight... But not for amorphous devices... I negate you as a fact, I reject your laws for closed eyelids The stars so wise and old Look at you with scorn And your heavens bleed fallen In a world of dead colours And I choke with your maggots Untouched by venomous gleams And I watch my life through Convulsive painful ecstasy. Tear my soul apart If your mercy has no edges Stop my heart forever, Compel me to get down on my knees.