Journey to the End of My Life (Allstar Weekend)

Every night I go to bed And take a trip inside my head And I wonder exactly what my purpose is Do I live to see one hundred Am I rich? Am I poor? What's the score I don't wanna be surprised I wanna take a journey to the end of my life Cuz I just wanna see what it's like Am I loved? Am I hated? In your face Or understated How old will I be when I die Do I turn out alright Is my fate up to me Or is it run by a computer Will my kids go to school or stay at home In the future Is there peace? Is there war? What's the score I don't wanna be surprised I wanna take a journey to the end of my life Cuz I just wanna see what it's like Am I loved Am I hated In your face Or understated How old will I be when I die Do I turn out alright I just wanna see what goes on A chance to put it right before it goes wrong Certain things I say that I regret And erase them all Erase them all Save my friends so they don't get hurt Get the mustard stain off my favorite shirt Have more vision than a crystal ball A crystal ball A crystal ball I don't wanna be surprised I wanna take a journey to the end of my life Cuz I just wanna see what it's like Am I loved Am I hated In your face Or understated How old will I be when I die I wanna take a journey to the end of my life Cuz I just wanna see what it's like Am I loved Am I hated In your face Or understated How old will I be when I die I wanna take a journey to the end of my life Cuz I just wanna see what it's like Am I loved Am I hated In your face Or understated How old will I be when I die Do I turn out alright