My Bleeding Heart (Slechtvalk)

My soul hungers for human blood, Every day I yearn for more With every kill, my human heart turns into stone I have killed sworn enemies, betrayed my closest friends I have dishonoured my clan, 'cause I once drank human blood Memories I tried to forget still haunt my soul The face of my first victim I shall never forget The look filled with horror and betrayal The face of the one I have loved for so many years I couldn't live with this foul murder But I couldn't resist the temptation My best friend I killed with great delight And I drank his blood as if it were wine Nothing could stop me from this endless killing For it was the only way to forget To forget my first kill The dying face of my eternally beloved For years I have lived without conscience For years I have lived only on human blood For years I have been unbeaten For eternity I feel the emptiness in my heart My bleeding heart The arrow piercing the flesh The slayer I thought I had beaten Now defeated me On my knees I beg for my life The slayer remembers me of my dead wife At last my Darkest memories have returned To torment my soul just before it burns Remorse is the only thing I can think of Forgiveness is the only thing I want Death is my only future Hell is where I belong With my dying breath I ask this rogue Forgiveness for my unforgivable sins Her answer seemed so unreal Her voice was not hers My old love spoke the words I feel complete I am saved The slayer saved me I owe her my life But I am already dead