Deplorable Request (October Tide)

Shut it all down The facts and the memories I have been running around inside on this borrowed time The medical poison It stabilizes and drags me back Though it is against my will Locked inside This suite of flesh and blood Stranded on clean sheets forever With the parasites in my veins I can hear your cries I can feel your breath to the end You have been visiting me for so long now Erase the map of the past I am fighting with my heart as an enemy Falling through a black hole for eternity Caught in an endless sleep with this hollow dreams Capture the light and pour it over me A benefactor forbidden to all humanity Bring me a trail and please let me feel pain Turn to the next page Ease your depression You will find it better when I'm gone This will lead you insane I can hear your cries I can feel your breath to the end You have been visiting me for so long now