I Lost My Loss of Ruin (Arsonists Get All The Girls)

It can't be It can't be here already I've traveled too far Much too much has dissipated into air For it to have caught up I'm coming back stronger than before I'm coming back with a vengeance unknown It might have caught me at the right moment For I can feel the anesthesia As it treads in water of distance It made it clear I knew I wouldn't make it out alive I never, I never, I never had one at all Love waking tears rather cause I can't remember Where I put mine down