Disgust The Vile (Visceral Bleeding)

Existential thoughts swirling through a wicked mind Who, where, why am I? Can't grasp my surroundings What is this place? A figment of my imagination or the place where my body dwells No feelings left behind this skin Aching for my obsession Try to fight it off but in vain Why? Can't get rid of this disease, a shell am I No compassion or sympathy Try to feel but no success, fall deeper inside Inside where nothing soon exists I must disgust the vile to make myself feel alive No reason found for this atrocious life Bent out of shape twisted to fit it's own reflection Disconnected from this world, a plague am I A carnivore to be set free Thrive in all things that are wicked, foul are my ways Hide in the shadows of sanity Flashes of torture awake my pulse, my breath, my being Ferocious will to end all life Everywhere I look I see prey My instincts and senses peak Try to repress but it's futile They will see my endless wrath vomit from the taste of my sickness Return to their origin they shall die! I must disgust the vile to make myself feel alive I'm an obscene anomaly the bile of all combined Degrading thoughts swirling through a determined mind What will I become? Understanding my surroundings No feelings left behind this skin Aching for my obsession they will see my endless wrath Die!