Dishonour (Bleed from Within)

I stand out in the cold for hours Waiting to be struck down I have never cursed someones name so many times Even if it's just a myth All I want is to be brought to you I feel you watching over me Inside it kills The sound of your voice echoes in my head From time to time I close my eyes till it passes I have to live with this for the rest of my life Every hour drags out Every sunrise seems so dull It's like every waking moment without you here I stand out in the cold for hours Waiting to be struck down I have never cursed someones name so many times Even if it's just a myth Did you hear me screaming? No from the top of my lungs Did you hear that saddened sigh? I feel you watching over me Inside it kills The sound of your voice echoes in my head From time to time I close my eyes till it passes I have to live with this for the rest of my life Every hour drags out Every sunrise seems so dull It's like every waking moment without you here That night of my life You will regret for the rest of yours I will see this fucking through You have ruined everything I have ever lived for I want to see this ground shake I want to see this earth open up and Swallow every last one of us To prove to me there is no fucking God There is no fucking God