Fingertips (Tapping the Vein)

Although it's warm outside I feel cold inside my skin I really could have used fair warning Then maybe I'd survive this hell I'm in This is easy This is easier If I could heal myself Where would I begin? I really wish I'd had a shoulder I'd try and climb from this hole I'm in This is easy This is easier Locked in all alone here Fate is in my fingertips There isn't anyone that can hold me here Do you think this is courage? Does this make me brave? It's just a consequence of the easiest choice that I've made This is easy This is easier for me Than to pretend that this will ever get easier for me Locked in all alone here Fate is in my fingertips There isn't anyone that can hold me here Do you think this is Selfish? Does this make me crazed? It's just a consequence of the easiest choice that I've made This is easy This is easier for me Than to pretend that this will ever get easier for me This is easy This is easier for me Than to pretend that this will ever get - This will never get easy I don't think so