Bitter Pill (Silent Civilian)

How can I forget The things that I, I still regret I'm wasted Digest this bitter pill I close my eyes Cold sweat's I feel the chill Inside I descent into the abyss of a sin Recall decisions that I made within This sense of guilt building up deep inside Respect of the main I once knew slowly dies Confined to sleepless nights My past will haunt My constant shadow fights I fall As time stands still, memories just stay alive My head hangs low from the lack of disguise The weakness slowly dismembers my soul I can't find exactly where I lost control